I miss you

June 11, 2009 at 7:24 pm (Uncategorized)

Haven’t blogged here in a while. It was my private space. But a few people found out about its existance and I haven’t felt the need to share thoughts and events publicly. I guess I got romanced by the anonymity. I don’t mind random nameless people stumbling across it. Or even people I know stumbling into it. But knowing I’m being watched by people I don’t tell things to in person just bothers me. If only I had people I felt comfortable telling a lot of things too. There’s no real logical or psychological people. Or people with well balanced emotions or objective outlooks. And anyone that’s been through enough to know things has usually been through too much and let their world view get warped beyond my liking so they can’t help me. I don’t confide to anyone. And that is why. Nobody in my life is what I truly need. And that makes me sad. Boo fucking hoo…

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